Self reflection at 11:30am
Seems like,
seems like, I'm not so sure yet.
Happy things seem to be coming my way.
Though there are still issues unresolved.
At this point of time,
I have decided that
I will try and be nice to everyone, even if I don't think he deserves it.
I could be wrong, but if everyone despise him....nothing more to say
I will call up my contacts, talk to my chief and see if I can do anything about getting my food fair done.
I will start my research again, about work and personal goals.
I will start everyday with a smile and dance to "Fever" while making breakfast.
I will read before going to bed, even if it's just 2 pages.
I will talk to everyone in my office, I love them all!
I will go out more often, meet more people, make more friends.
I will go swimming as often as I can.
I will give up waiting for him to mail me and move on.
I may make some important decisions soon.
wow, that's quite a list to do.....
Now for some good news.
My friend finally settled down in her new apartment and job.
I cut my hair short and I feel wonderful.
I cleaned up my apartment, but it's starting to get messy again.
I went to the beach and am now like a chocolate bar.
I am on good terms with my collegues, I think.
I have quite a lot of 'out of town' trips to make, for work of course, what were you thinking?
I passed the qualifying test for translation/interpretation course.
means I'm going out of town for the course too, heheh
Ok, that's all. For now.

2 Comments:
Woa, I've just been reading your blog. I'm bowled 'cos I think your thoughts are eerily like mine, except that I don't have your quaintness and humour. Do you know I often make up lists like yours in my head as well?
And your other thoughts out loud seem eerily familiar as well. Or does everyone else have the same kind of thots? but they just don't write it out?
Or perhaps we are just at the same stage of life - aka the early-twenties-searching-for-life stage (I dislike the term "quarter life crisis" 'cos I really don't think we are at a crisis).
Life is beautiful. Although it can be maddening at times. And we do get depressed. And sometimes we do seem to be lost in a fog. But still, there are days I feel that life is so gloriously beautiful that I can shout and sing!
Well, just suddenly felt like posting.
Shili
Hey, thanks Shili.
Have yet to hear from others, emails or otherwise.
Nowadays I usually post when my mind is in a total whirl.
Maybe that's when I can truly write out what I feel instead of scrutinizing whatever I am writing.
And am glad it sort of 'touched' you. be it eerily. LOL
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