Fragments of Memories: Farewell Party 2

This is going to be very incoherent.
Just bear with me.

Yesterday, yet another one for the section in the other office.
Everyone seems a little shy. Maybe because they work closely together.
I sense this invisible wall, though not as thick as what I would expect for this office.
After drinks started to flow around, did everyone loosen up.
I was so relaxed, my Eda-shukan-to-be said to me. Duh.
All I did was to rest my back against the ‘floor-chair’ and straighten my legs.
We decided to have a BBQ for Rui on the day before she leaves for good.
Originally slated to leave on the 6th, delayed to 9th due to yet another big-shot coming.
So she will put up at my place since she has terminated her lease for apartment.
Must. Clean. Up. The. Mess.

Nope, no hangover. Just wasted.
I must congratulate myself for getting to work today.

On saying that, we are having another farewell party tonight. Geez, I don’t think I will feel comfortable attending this. For this office you see.
I am so going to hate this.....

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I think I forgot my asthma medication last night. Too pissed.
Felt very uncomfortable in the afternoon.
The spray I used just now makes me shake.
I hate it. I can even hold a cup properly.

I will not drink (too much) tonight.
I only drink with people I like.
Not tonight.

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Was thinking about making money.
Need money.
Some stupid conspiracy theory came to my head.
Too blur to write now.

Am going off.