Thank you

I couldn't breathe properly again yesterday.

I couldn't breathe through my nose.
The back of my tongue seemed to just expand and block the passage of air.
I needed a lot of strength to simply breathe.
I wasn't wheezing, it wasn't like the attacks before.
I was shaking all over from the reliever and I felt like I was dying slowly.

XL actually stayed up all night to watch over me.
Via MSN.
Sounds silly. But it was good to have someone there. Even though virtually.
Thanks XL.
I know I've said this a lot of times. But that all I can do.

I couldn't possibly call up my supervior at 2am just to tell him I'm not feeling well. But not sick enough to be hospitalized.

It's very difficult to know when to call for help.