Saturday.

I'm starting to feel tired.
Maybe because I'm sick.
Down since Friday...
I didn't go out for 2 days.
I don't think I will go out tomorrow either.

It is just me?
Am I just being stupid thinking about taking a chance at the City?
I could be possibly end up worn and battered and nothing changes.
I could return.
Return to be once again confused with Everything home.

Alone.

I hate everyone, I hate being here, I hate everything.
I just want to disappear.
Gone.
Nothing.
Empty.

Life sucks when you don't know.