I'm a little scared

Coughing slightly only.
But each time I wake up, I found myself experiencing breathing difficulties.
I think the mucus flows down my windpipe when I'm sleeping.
That's why I couldn't breathe.
I'm afriad I'll die in my sleep.
Or simply die moments after I wake up.
I'm so tired.
From not being able to sleep properly.

Rui came just now.
Bought me a lot of food.
Apples, kiwis, salad, sandwich, vegetable juice, etc.

I'm tired, I need to sleep again.

*******
I'm thinking of going to the hospital again tomorrow.
It's horrible to keep experiencing my lungs collapsing on me....