I'm back at work

It's officially autumn.
I can feel the chilly wind as I walked to work this morning.

I'm feeling light-headed.
Almost like high on alcohol.
I guess it's because I haven't slept well for a long time.
My eyes look blood-shot from the lack of oxygen I presumed.

My contacts for work scheduled for the next 2 weeks have been calling me up.
Got preparations to do.
But I'm can't, escape into bloggerland....
I actually felt like turning cynical and start criticizing the people,
but I don't have the strength.

Anyway, I guess my values have changed slightly,
since that fearful incident. (maybe for this month)
I'll just do whatever is needed, no more.
No more pushing for better results.
As the local dialect goes, 'tege tege'.

I'll go to the hospital after work, then to my English class.
Maybe I'll see some people I like.
Then I'll feel better.

******edit***
I've cancelled my class.
I think I've caught a cold.
Damn.